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A façade which lies on my outer core, Such beauty and elegance that grips onto my every move, Yet lies form within me, A cracking and dissolving soul I contain, The monster I've become is so overwhelming, My innocence cries for help, But please, let me live within this moment of youth, The youth you've taught me to yearn so much for, A sickening life I lead, Help me, Help me please, For I'm losing all sense of hope and faith I once had, When I look into those tired eyes, I realise what my psyche has become, A mindless beast who craves fornication and control, Though happiness I could never achieve, I will continue this life of deceptio

What is this world? Full of such mysteries and secrets, Simply grab my hand and let's dive into the deep, The deep of this loathing planet we call home, Don't mind the grinning man in corner, Don't mind the smoke exhaling from the woman's lips, Don't mind me dragging you into the dark, Come along dear, No need to fear this, A carnival of wonders awaits you, for what is this world? A world full of madness, sadness, and hate, yet excitement enrages within us all, We yearn to leave, We yearn to stay, Our head playing mind games, An endless loop of unsymmetrical hysteria, We can never seem to grasp the concept of our reality, Let us finally see,